first of all..
i would like to wish everyone happy 2009!!!

its been a while since i updated my blog..
spider webs are all over it..
ewww..

was lazy, lazy and lazy..
busy with mid terms and assignments too...
cos all done last minute..hee..=)

every time when i wanna start to blog...
i just think of the hang-ness then i just decided to give up updating..
its sad that my comp always hang for no reason..

i need to find a hang-free and lag-free comp to update my blog..
and my pics too..
i cant upload them cos they will just hang there when i upload anything..=(

i hav lotsa pics..but i just couldnt upload them..
i wanna upload!!!
the probability of having pictures in my blog is really approximately 0 man!!!
0 i tell u!!!
so i will be just flooding my blog with words..

im waiting for my laptop..
my mum promise me to get me 1 this year..=)
and a car too..
jus dunno till when i need to wait for my myvi...
sigh

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looking back in the past..
have you ever achieved anything success till now?

i have 1..
and im really proud of it..
that is knowing my current uni mates now..
knowing them is 1 of my success in my life..
they accompany me through laughter and sorrows..
its really true..
i love them a lot..!

they even woke up early in the morning to record a video for ME on my bday..
they purposely act cool just to give a surprise at the end of the day..
[(the act cool part made me sad..=( ]
they bought me a cake which is different with my name on it..
they find ways to request a cute guy to wish me happy birthday
(i felt happy but still a bit awkward)
they will always comfort me when i get emo
they always zat me but im still fine with it
they are all that i need for my uni life..
they are the ones that i treasure the most
i just cant imagine my uni life without them
smile, giggles, tears, emo-ness, dulan-ness
everything.
we are TD4-ians and im pround to be one of them!

another achievement is when i 'graduated' from NS!
through that 2 and a half month,
we all have been suffering from physical training..
even our dorm is on the uphill where we need to climb up and down to rest
just after our meal and we went to our dorm, our stomach will be empty already..
our cupboards are always filled with food..
haha..
thats why i didnt slim down...=)

through ups and downs..
high and low..
our friendship bond together strongly..
although now we seldom come out to yamcha..
but will always find them when im having sem break..
cos most of them are at ktar..
and we will be having sem break almost the same period of time..=)

i miss most of them from sibu
although some of them came here to study (partially)
but most of them are in either kuching or bintulu
i wanna meet them..
i miss spending time with them...

the time when they sneak into our dorm to have supper with us..
the time when julie catches the frog in our dorm
the time when ee ning, julie they all hide under the dusty beds to avoid those jurulatih who came to ronda
the time when we go round dorms to chit chat
the time when rachel keep talk to me bout how much she love leehom
the time when i used to sleep beside ED and chit chating non stop
the time where they always talk about my pink bra
the time we always take our nap topless in our dorm
the time when we camp in the woods and i squeeze to sleep where i cant still snore under a small and uncomfortable tent
the time when me and my friends handle the CF there..
the time when i kena dunno what disease where i have to be quarantine with liying
the time when i curi keluar out of the quarantine room to join CF
the time when i missed the marching competition
the time when i pretend to be sick to skip marching practice
the time when i was swimming in the dirty pond
the time when we were shouting out our lungs just to cheer for ALPHA
the time when we slept two in a single bed cos we were afraid of ghost stories
the time when we always need to carry a few sacks of laundry and need find our clean laundry from that big sack of clothes
the time when we were practising for CNY dance performance
the time when i was staying in sing jier's house dring CNY and i kept stealing her comp from her
the time when we were getting to know each other more and we need to be separated far apart

# i cried on the day where i need to depart 1 day earlier cos of insufficient flights
surprisingly i was on the sarawak newspaper the other day

NS really gave me many memories
many sweet and sour memories
i will cherish them as they really taught me how to be independant
and not to rely on others to much
i learn to take care of others a lot from there
thats why im so caring for my tutorial classmates...=) [perasan-nia]

anyhow,
i just wish that people would just cherish those who you care and those who care for you
they are the ones that will accompany you through ups and down in your life
do not always have a mond set that 'I'll always have tomorrow'
to some,
they may not have any tomorrow
so just please treasure the time that you have
dont regret in not doing the things that you wish to do but cant be done in the end

i've learnt a lesson now...
never be too stingy to give your loved ones stuff that will make them happy
never be too stingy to just give them a hug
never be too stingy to tell them 'I LOVE YOU'
its a very powerful yet dangerous word
be sure that you know how to use it before you say it
please dont say it if you dont mean it!

last but not least,
i wanna say..
I LOVE YOU MUM!
i dont dare to say it in front of you cos i just dont dare
im writing it here and hope that you will find my blog somehow
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!
bought you some presents..
hope that you like it..
its really the first time i've been spending so much money on presents..=)


# been shopping alone in midvalley for an hour plus just to find something that my mum will really like (for those who knows me alot, you will know this is really incredible, cos i seriously dont really like shopping, my feet sores)
# hope that mom really likes my present
# will upload some pics soon
# i just ate supper, my cooked it for my bro but i 'purposely accidentaly' ate some..=)
# im tired and i wanna sleep now

...chaoz

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