im lazy to do reports already..

in a way you could say that...im tired and sick of doing reports already..

especially the discussion part..

its tearing me appart..!

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anyway,

have been thinking much while i was preparing stuff for my report...

really been thinking much..

i've been thinking, what if i dont talk to them during and after classes?

will i be sad or just act like normal?

or even just ignore?

what will they think of me?

maybe im thinking too much but i oftenly think of that recently...

been really emo nowadays..

i really dont know why..

but i think im fine..

nothing much to worry bout me...

im still overweight and still alive....

not dead yet....XD

sorry for my rudeness and emoness lately...

didnt mean to hurt anyone..

sometimes i just need to be alone..

and sometimes i really do need someone to be at my side...

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treasure the one you love most now

or maybe you wont get a chance to do so in the future..

im serious..

life is short..

you will never know when you will be leaving..

live a meaningful life..

dont leave a piece of shit to those who are still on earth!

never suicide!!!

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enough of those emo stuff...

just wanna get rid of those things in my mind..

wanna score in my tests and finals..

good luck to me and my friends..=)

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will be going out tommorow wid bear jie..

known her from an online forum...

and we eventually met up and became best jimuiz...

we meet up oftenly...

and our meetup place will always be TIMES SQUARE!

sometimes really tiring when i take the lrt home..

cos i need to walk to HANG TUAH station..(to save money)

and take to the terminal station...

cos i live at sri petaling...last station man!

anyway,

will be going out with her tomorrow..

looking forward to meet her...

and i still dunno what to wear tomorrow..

cos they're gonna celebrate my bday with me...=)

i think i should get back in finishing my chem report...

*toodles*

*toodles*

this post is a special dedication for ms CHILDISH LEONG ANGIE..

she's been praising me a lot in her blog..

that made me so damn touched..

really...

tears are soon to be fallen out...=)

although i so damn freaking tired after 6 hours in PC fair..

i still come here to purposely open a new posts just to thank her...

=)

thanks CHILDISH!

Hrm..
have been thinking much during my free time after celebrating kiwi's birthday..
after looking at two of their blogs..
i've been thinking back to the past..
had i ever hurt my friends directly or indirectly?

it keeps going on in my mind...
i admit..im selfish...
sometimes i do use my friends to achieve something..
but i dont really intend to hurt anyone..
seriously..

i remembered once that i used someone just to get free rides..
okay..not just only once..
hrm..
i've been really selfish for that part..
i feel so guilty now..
just feel like wanna make it up to them..
but i dont know how...

why life must be like this?
why humans need to depend on others?
why people like to use other people?
questions are popping out of my head..

mayb we all should take a break and think properly of what we really want in life..
is it good results?
is it earning more money?
is it to live a luxurious life?
or is it to have a peaceful life?

only you yourself can answer that..
as different people have different thoughts..

so just close your eyes and think..
what do you really want..

今天突然很想用华语来写我今天的部落格。。。

今天的我，心情好复杂~
为什么会这样呢?
就连我自己都不知道。。

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