my mum woke me up from my nap..
cos my dad wants us to have dinner with his choldhood friends..
woke up already still need to wait for them to mimimomo..
lolz..
nevermind..
used to it already..

had our dinner at taman megah..
some pankor restaurant..
din care to know about it..
cos the food aint so nice at all..
went to pasar malam with my mum cos its just beside..
plus my dad starts to blow water with his friends..
and that really bored me and my mum..

walked till halfway then it starts to drizzle..
what the duck..
had to went back..
but then we bought something after all..
i bought 2 pairs of earings..
i find it quite nice..
my mum was still thinking what to buy..

went back up to the restaurant..
my dad still non stop blowing water..
now i know how come im so good in blowing water..
i inheirited it from my dad..
just that im a smater water blower..not like my dad..
always over-blow..

we went back to pasar malam as it stopped drizzling..
my mum bought 2 bracelet...quite nice though..
went to sunway to fetch my emo brother from his 1 day work..
cos today is the opening of that teddy bear shop in pyramid..
what do you know..
he has to work on his birthday and my parents totally forgotteb bout it..
my emo lil brother told me we wore that bear costume and ran around in pyramid..
OMG..
its really so un-imaginable..
some more its a female bear..
hahaha...

PS: he bet with his friends that my parents sure forgotten his birthday..and they really did..

went back home...
started to find info on my speech tomorrow..
really had no idea bout it..

i thought bout many things tonight..
i found out that i'd really been rude since i went to utar..
i dont know why...
but now all the F words and all the vulgars just can come out from my mouth so fluently..
hrm..
been thinking why..
but who cares..
i am who i am..
lolz..

chatted on the phone with my cute kaigor again just now..
suddenly the phone just hung up..
called back but user busy..
hope he's ok..
actually just i was talking on phone with him while copying the drafts of my speech for tomorrow..
anyway..i manage to finish copying before the phone hung up..

lazy to type already..
*toodles*

Ps: hope to get my own laptop soon..^^

after physics test1, most of us already no life liao..
why izzit so?
cos....its like...
so hard to describe...
anyway..
its over now..
must focus on chemistry and programming now..

was lazy to blog cos of my mid term tests..
and my comp went to the hospital..
so its so terrible without my comp for the weekends..

decided to go to syting's hse to do my homework after physics test..
but i ended plating with teikewei...
im so not disciplines at their house...
i called up syting and asked whether i could borrow her laptop home or not..
she agreed then i just bring the laptop and the fan back..
or not i really cant do anything at their place..

i did do something with her oomp at home..
its much more better when im at their house..
anyway...
did part of both my chem and physic discussion..
but stil not done yet..
the outline is almost done..
so i just have 2 finish up some parts then i can just copy it into a brand new piece of paper..
haha..

was so tired and no place to go..
decided to take a rest at home after church..
and i ended up blogging now..
thinking of what to do..

oh ya..
yesterday i video called with my kaigor from penang..
he was so cuteee..
he went to a cc with a broken mic..
haha..
and the whole night he was just playing with the mic..
cos i couldnt hear his voice..
we 2 were just比手划脚-ing throughout the whole convo..
so funny..
FYI, that time my parents were not at home..
so i was in charge...
hou shoi nothing really happened...
haha..

oh ya,
im still not prepared with my 5 min speech..
and i need to present it tomorrow..
OMG..!
really need to do something bout it already..
but im so sleepy now..
i think i should take a nap...

okie...
taking nap time...
*toodles*

Ps: for the previous days, please refer to tracy's blog if u wanna know bout it...

was lazy to blog the past few days..
plus having maths test today..
gan jeong sia..

studied from 9.30pm till 12.30 pm...
really bok meng man..
first time in my life i have been studying like this..
lol..
and i actually finished my tutorial questions..
walao..
really first time in utar..
im starting to admire myself already..
haha..

was so gan jeong before the test..
we even planned how to cheat ler..
but we didnt have time for it..
cos too nervous lol..
really shitted my paper ler..
although i answered it all but im still not sure bout the answer..
and i totally forgotten how to do a free marks question[according to tracy]..
*sobz*

haiz...
just hope that i wont die that badly..
haiz..
kena screwed by my 慈禧 today..
always taking up the past to scold cos im so obedient now..
hahahahaha..
anyway...was in a bad mood but it turned out to be better..
cos i have my friends to throw my sorrows to..
haha..

stating lazy to blog already..
gonna sleep soon..

*toodles*

i didnt do anything anyway...
just read few pages of differentiation..
lolz..
im really a fei ren lar..
haiz..

kept online-ing and blowing water..
went out for dinner at kfc at about 5 something..
ate till so full..
then we remembered that mc is just working nearby..
kiwi told us its just opposite kfc..
we looked around his working place..
voonli said she saw him..
then we called mc, told him to look here..
he said hi to us..
actually wanna go to his working place to see him..
bu they scared will bother him so just didnt do so..

went back to syting's house..
doing feiren again..
blow water with them..
tried to play with hula hoops..
but im really retarted in playing that..haiz..

syting and voonli was waiting for syting's bf to fetch them...
and im waiting for my dad..
my dad called and told me he will come to pick me up after dinner..
around 9pm..
syting, voonli they 2 left soon...
and just left me, teikwei and kiwi..
decided to video call with my kaigor..
say i lie him pulak..
but its the truth lar..
i dont think im goodlooking..
of course i say im ugly..
isnt that the same meaning....?

my dad called while i was video calling with bear jie..
packed my things then teikwei accompanied me to go downstairs..
my dad saw teikwei then he kept asking my friend is a guy or a girl..
have to answer it wisely...
i told him its a girl's house..
then he asked why a guy accompanied my downstairs..?
"cos they 2 are housemates..of course ask a guy accompany me downstairs lar.."
*missed the part where syting went out already*
lolz..

went to fetch my mum and my brothers..
they were at mcD pulak..
eating bubur ayam...=.=
i wanna eat matdouyao..
asked my dad to drop me off there..
my mum and my brothers came along too..
so everyone had 1...
its was so delicious..
yum yum~~~

so full now..
tired...but cant sleep...
cos all my food havnt digest yet..
i dont wanna get fat...>.<
video called with bear jie again just now..
my stupid comp hang dunno n times already...
grrrrr...
called up my aunt and asked when i can i upgrade my comp..
she said need to wait till thursday..
OMG..
hope i can get back my comp before weekend...
or not my weekend will be a mess without my comp...
and my telephone bill will incresse dunno how many times again....=.=

anyway..
im so tired already...
gonna off the comp soon..
sms-ing with my kai gor...

Ps: seeing ur blog is not an offence lar my brother..even if you dont let me know ur blog add...i sure will find it out somewhere somehow..after all...your blog is on the INTERNET my dear...

tataz

woke up late today...
actually wanna go syting house around 10am..
but i overslept..
cos dunno who go and put my phone to silent mode..
haiz..
made them wait and i didnt get to eat my breakfast..


reached jaya 1 around 11am..
teikwei drived us to his house..
haiz...
i need to duck down to avoid the gaurd's eyes..
lolz..
their condo is so quiet..
cant even talk louder...
haiz..

ate many stuff here..
i think im gonna be fatter again...>.<
we had tiger biscuits and 香饼...
that 香饼 is really so nice...
i ate of 2 them...nice...^^
they all busy studying + blow water..
not like me..
so busy online-ing + blogging..
haha..


i really need to study now..
having maths and physics mid term next wed and sat..
haiz..
wed please dont come so early..
give me more time...
gonna play for awhile more then gonna study already...


chiaoz...

had chem tutorial again..
lazy...>.<

this morning saw voonli, syting and horngshi at the canteen..
was so surprised that they came early..
actually i didnt know it was them..
i just heard high school musical3 songs then i was wondering why this show so fast can download already..
mana tau is them..
its a video clip made by voonli and syting..
*for reference pls refer to tracy's blog*
its really so cool..
although it is just half way through i still think it rocks...!

went for public speaking lecture after tutorial..
showed tracy the clip before class started..
so yeng sia...
i think nobody was listening to ms sharon during her lecture at all..
lol..
kesian her..
but anyway..
had lunch with my jiumuiz again..
at ss2 to eat 鱼头米 aka fish head meehoon..
the soup was damn nice wei..
but the meehoon so few..>.<
it was so hot there..
went back just after all of us finished..

gathered outside the comp lab..
of cos blow water again lar..
abo what can we do...haha..
called the others to come back to blow water also..
they did many funny things then..
really laugh die us..
was very lucky to be in this class...^^
showed them the video clip again..
yeng sia..

mstee came so all of us went into the comp lab..
by that time.
i couldnt find my purse..
i totally freaked out..
called tracy and told her bout it..
i really couldnt stand it..
went to her lecture class and asked for her car keys..
asked voonli to accompany me to take a look..
i was really so freaked out..
voonli was so worried bout me...
*sorry jiejie*
finally found them under that chickenpox cow..
what a relief...
rushed back for our programming practical..

walao..
writing the codes are really killing me.
what the duck..
i dont even understand..
asked from many people then only i understand a lil bit nia..
haiz..
finished out pratical in just almost 1 hour..
mstee tols us to do our assignment..

i got question1 that is the easiest among all the assignment questions..
really..
but i didnt have a clue how to start it..
really blur case..
asked help from chenhoong..
he showed me almost the whole answer..
cos i really dunno how lar..
tq chenhoong..
so lucky that you sat beside me during practical..^^

after finishing my part...
we all just sat outside the comp lab to blow aircond..
cos..
inside really very hot..
OMG..
that aircond is just blowing hot air nia..
faint..
all blowing water untill dont want to get back inside...XD
untill mstee tols us to go back inside..
haiz..
goodbye my love~~my aircond~~~

we still went back early though..
about 1 hour earlier..
walked with reno, jared and pohpoh..
i dont want to walk with them already..
all of them only know how to gas die me..
haiz..
i dont have that much life to let them gas die..

went accross to take U85 to go to midvalley to find my mum..
met qiuyan in the bus..
chitchated with her..
and i showed her some of the clip we took before practical..
really funny..
i went off first..cos she's taking to kl..

arrived my mum's office..
she was buzying with her stuff..
i had to take something to do or not really will bored die me..
did my physic report..
walao..
i really finished all except the discussion part..
i really admire myself already..
first time in my whole life i could just finish something quietly..
haha..
i also couldnt believe myself...

went shopping with my mum at parkson..
blought a lot of stuff tonight..
really happy bout it..
cos my youngest brother didnt follow us to kacau..^^
*smilez*
had a great time shopping although it is tiring..

went back home..
video called with my jie and that teikwei...
everytime i videocall with him i sure hanggei..
kns...
next time dont wanna videocall with you already...haha

really very sleepy now...
my aircond is cold enough already..
so tataz..

*hands of keyboard*

was lazy to blog yesterday..
no mood + lazy..haha

had breakfast with voonli, syting they all..
blow water again...
went for physic lecture..
its soooooo boring..
didnt care what she taught..

went to waisekgai to wat with my jimuiz..
the wantanmin sucks wei...
so dry....haiz..
shouldnt follow syting's order anymore..
haha

went back then we all gathered at the corridor..
that voonli said that our graph need to change..
mana tau she change that constant value..
really scared die me..
haha..
called the guys to come back..
gathered around to blow water again..haha..

aircond lab is so nice..
dont need to sweat around to do experiment....
took many pictures of them doing experiment..
really funny lar them..
some of td3 people came in to share our aircond too..XD

actually its supposed to be voonli's turn to do the partial report..
but hor..
mostly is me and syting did it..
lol..
lazy pig..
got our results from mc..
just changed a few points..
and what do you know..
mc got the result of 9.7 but we got 10!!!
its 10!!!the actual value...
yeepeee~~~

finished our partial so soon that we had nothing to do but to blow water only..
we were so noisy..
keep make fun of tanhorngshi and laughed like nobody's business..
syting and mc sumore tricked him to be caught in video..
its so funny when horngshi did his pose again..
really laugh die us..

finished practical early....
syting driving teikwei's car brought us to asiajaya..
cos teikwei wanna know the road..
yes..dont need to walk so much...XD
went to taman bahagia and my bus came really soon..
happy~
reached my aunt's office early..
but still went back late cos need to wait for her...>.<

tracy was emo and moody though cos of some problems..
she showed me her wantanssssss in her rubbish bin..
OMG..
really going to flow out already..
next tsunami really coming...=.=
did caunseling with her..
she did feel better...i think..
video call with that teikwei..
dunno hang gei how many times already..
shyt...>.<
slept late again...
haiz..

thats all for yesterday...

woke up late this morning..
overslept for half an hour..
yesterday was messaging with that pigbao..
and then i was too sleepy till i dunno what did i replied him..
lol..
but i think i didnt say something unusual..haha..

was so tired..
my eyes could hardly open now..
met tracy when i just went near the toilet..
she told me her whole class was wearing utar tshirt..
win already lar...
later i on i went into their tutorial class..
walao..
really yeng ler..
all utar tshirts..
but only 1 unsual..cos not wearing utar tshirt..

got my breakfast from the cafetaria..
but im still hungry ler...
my stomach is growling...
still waiting for voonli and syting to come to school now..
inside my school's comp lab..
lazy-ing..

chaoz....

yesterday longjie told me we would come back to utar today..
everyone was so excited bout it..

we changed out tutorial time earlier..
was having class till half way and suddenly we were shooed out..
lol..
we all have to pack out things and go to another room..
fish sia..
went to cafetaria for breakfast..
blow water again lar of course..
went back in our lecture class..
watching of the clip that ahbern took when we went to kfc last sem..
really nice memories..

do you guys know what we did during writing for science lecture..?
we need to do prediction..
but how?
msV showed us a short clip and told us to predict the ending..
me, teikwei, voonli, syting and kiwi were in the same group..
me played the father, teikwei the mother, voonli and syting the daughters and kiwi the baby..
throughout the play we were just screaming..lol..
of all the groups..
raymond's and pohpoh's group were the best..
they really entertained us..a lot man...haha..

ended lecture early..
waited for longjie at the corridor..
so long lar him..
i drived teikwei's myvi out of jaya1 parking..
i was really freaked out..
so stressed driving his car..
i think its too long for me for not driving already..
parked outside school..
but my parking skills really suck..
teikwei just drove it away to section17...=.=

then longjie called me..
i had to stand beside the road to take a parking space for him..
he parked his new camry just outside our school..
went in then all of them booed him..
cos he made us wait for him for so freaking long..
1 hour almost..

went to jaya noodle house to have our lunch..
all just blow water again lar..
missed longjie's laugh..
we all like aunties and uncles from the market..
keep making noise..
then ahbern ask us to keep quiet for awhile..
we only notice we are the noisiest in the restaurant..
really had a great time during our lunch..
but i paid first so all of them payed me back..
my green notes all became red and blue notes..=.=

ahbern, weiwei and kiwi went back to study + do report..
we pulled longjie to play badminton with us..
did our warm up at the parking lot..
that longjie..lol..keep let me run here and there..
sat down with them..
of course start blow water again lar..
tracy was drawing voonli's graph..
then that voonli was sleeping..=.=
call her also dunno how to wake up...haha..
pig lar she..

the uncle came then we all rushed upstairs..
took both the courts..
cos many of us were playing..
me and longjie took 1...voonli, syting, tracy and teik wei took 1..
the other guys went to play basketball first..
we all kept laughing at voonli cos of her 'nininini, wowowowowo'
mana tau that tracy also learn from her..
keep 'ninininini, wowowowo' also..=.=
haiz..
voonli so bad lar..
teach bad people and make other players cant concentrate also..

longjie went back at 3.30pm
we all dont let him go back so early but he did went back...>.<
then i went to play with the 38 gang ..
walao...so lame lar them..
who loses who need to be asked question...=.=
i also kena lar..they kept asked about that 说好的幸福呢~
didnt really wanna talk about him so i just say will tell them later..

OMG..
my mum's shoes base totally came off...>.<
found tracy and voonli inside the squash room..
aiyor..
they 2 ar..
keep blow water inside..
sooooo not healthy...XD
pulled them to play badminton...but they say they're lazy..
swt them..
btw they asked me bout that 说好的幸福呢 again~
just briefly told them cos i dont wanna talk bout him too much..

pulled weisheng to play with me..
we paired up and played with some other people that we didnt know..
walao..
that weisheng so stupid lar..
say he's korea representative and im indonesia's representative..
walao..
then that weisheng kept lc and show off...
made me just became a vase there..
but i did scored some points..
so noisy lar him...haiz..

ended with 14-21
had fun anyway..
went in the squash room to blow water with the others..
then they played 大头贴..
so lame lar...haiz..
but i did played with them..
we just kept on laughing...
after all these we all went back home..
followed teikwei's car droven by syting to section14..
waited my aunt there..

jumped on the car and just slept on the way back...
soooooooo tired lar..
bathed then had my dinner then start blogging lar..
really so tired man..
really wanna sleep now..
but im still at my grandma's place..
haiz..
waiting for my mum to come back..
come back home faster lar mummy~~~~

Ps: cant have our exercise class starting next week..having a lot of replacement class and mis term tests..haiz...
Ps: sorry longjie cos had ur car kena saman...>.<

*hands of keyboard*

its been a tiring day for me..
was so tired cos i didnt really slept well yesterday..
had a dream but i couldnt remember what was my dream...

reached school early...
met tracy..she was busying doing her maths tutorial..
always in advance..lol..
i also have nothing to do..
decided to try out the questions..
OMG..
its so damn hard..
just could solve those first few simple questions only..
really need to work harder already..
or not my sem 2 results = die..

maths lecture so sien..
really wanna sleep already..
haiz..
really miss misspua..

had our lunch at pc block..
just few of us only..
kinda weird really..
cos most of them having lunch at the cafeteria..
actually jus wanna accompany voonli to take her file to do report..
but then we all sat down and start to blow water again...-.-

that dillion kept on kacau voonli..
'voonliiiiiiii, i like u lar...'
swtz..
so many crows upon us..
voonli kept talking crap with him...
then he kept kacau voonli and tracy's convo...
naughty..

was running out of time..
actually voonli wanna do her report..
but then we started to blow water again..
made her no choice but to join us..XD
went in pa147..
then we started to blow water again..
aiyor..
whole day only know how to blow water..

programming is another boring lecture too...
ended fast..
kononnya wanna let us discuss assignment..
but all of us started to blow water again..
been gossiping around the guys..
haiz..guys = gossipers
just for td4 only...haha

after we sign our attendance..
me, voonli, syting, tracy, ahbern n teikwei went to old town to have our meeting..
played truth or dare..
tracy, voonli n teikwei kena the most questions..
really laugh die us..

went back to pa147..
the guys were gathering around..
blowing water i guess..
then i just joined in..
weiwei keep shooing me..said that they were talking men's stuff..
i didnt care and just joined in and chatted with them..
then ahbern shared his experience of his first love with all of us..
more and more people just sat down and listen to his story..
that tinte kept giving opinions..
so noisy lar..haha..

blow blow blow..
blow until our chemistry lecture starts..
that dillion wanna sit with voonli..
but that voonli dont want..
so he has to sit beside me..
throughout the whole lecture class..
i was like..
what the duck...
i really dont have any clue of what she is teaching..
haiz..
really need to find mswong or msleong already..
then i told voonli,
i really miss msleong lar..haiz..

she always ends her class just on time..
followed teikwei's car to his condo..
walked to asia jaya with ahbern..
reached taman bahagia around 5.30pm
waitind for my aunt to fetch me..
was too tired so i slept in the car..

went to pasar malam today..
actually wanna get desserts..
mana tau that stall didnt open today..
what the duck..
went back home..
my comp keep hang gei...n times already..
gas die me..!!!!

continue chatting..chaoz....

slept at 3++am last night..
just couldnt sleep..

met teikwei n misswong on the way to school..
actually i didnt notice teikwei..
but he just called me abu so loud opposite the road...=.=
swt him..

bought our breakfast in the cafeteria..
ate in in our lecture class..
but he managed to finish first...
lolz..

blow water blow water blow water..
after lecture we all straight went for maths tutorial..
straight 2 hours pulak..
faint..
was so tired during tutorial class..
but then during break time..everyone was so energetic..
we were planning bout our new year..
going to segamat to bai nian..
then all of us were so exicted..
i think misspua thinks that we all are just playful kids..XD

ended tutorial class on time..
straight went to aircond mamak to eat..
was too hungry to wait for the guys..
actually wanna order 2 roti..
but then the guy say bo roti pulak..
faint..
in the end our table all ordered pataya fried rice..
it was nice...was so little..
still hungry after that..
no choice cos we had to rush back for our public speaking tutorial..

*anyway..
we were blowing water + gossiping while waiting for our pataya..
laughed so loud that the next table kept looking at us...
haha*

actually was so lazy to go for tutorial..
but then they all have presentation..
just went back to support them..
ahbern did a great job..
really was an inspiring speech..
the others did well too..
like chinchan talked about toilets..
jared talked about clubbing..
pohpoh talked out handsome..
they all really did a great job..
well done..

after tutorial class..
rushed back to avoid the rain..
walked through jaya1 carpark..
we were like taking the whole pathway as if we bought it all..
were gossiping about the afternoon incident..
laugh like nobody's business..
its true..
we really laughed like..
i dunno how to describe it anymore...haha..

teikwei fetched me n ahbern to their condo's entrance..
we walked to asia jaya...
actually we saved a lot of time as we dont need to wait for bus anymore..
my bus came soon enough..
hopped in and arrived my aunt's office early..
she was so surprised that i arrived early too..
didnt say too much..
scared she ask this ask that..

went home, bath, eat then on my comp..
should block some of the people in my msn list...
keep annoying me somtimes..
chatted while doing my physic report..
finally i finished my report..finally...
chatted with some friends...
mana tau d comp hang gei again...
haiz..
punched holes for the newly photostated papers..
then off to my cozy bed..

Ps: kinda boring today..haiz..

*toodles*

was still moody of her absence..

went to church as usual..
didnt really pay attention during the sermon..
was chatting with nicholas while sms-ing with that pig bao and my kai gor..
just ended the sunday service like that..

went home then i called her to make sure that she's ok..
on my aircond and slept..
it was raining..even nicer to sleep..
my dad woke me up to have dinner outside..
went to cheras cos they wanna eat fish..
so called nice fish to eat..
*no comment cos i dont like to eat fish*

was raining..
before, while and after our dinner..
shared some cold jokes with my parents..
they really dont have any sense of humor..lol..

came back..
on my computer..
and just being a 废人
having no purpose..
wanna blog that time but lazy..
chatted with some friends..
and there goes my night..

a friend of mine introduced my to this song...
its from jay chou's latest album..
说好的幸福呢~
its really a nice song..
had it on and on..
never get bored listening to this song..

suddenly wanna check out his friendster account..
cos yesterday night he nudged my on msn..
kononnya wanna introduce his friend to me..
found out that his account was so nicely edited..
surely not his style..
his dear did it i suppose..

looked around his profiles..
suddenly i felt i was so stupid in the past..
thought i could get back what i gave for..
总以为付出多少就能得到多少的回报~
可是事情都不是这样的~
总以为放手了对自己会好过点~
可是到现在还是会有心痛的感觉~

loving him is just a past...
i know i shouldnt think so much..
but when i see how 幸福 is him now..
the more i feel the pain..
why is this happening to me..
i thought i already let it go..
but why..

heard that song again..
and i just cried..
i dont know why..
tears just fell down..
i told myself..and i promised myself..
i wont fall 1 drop of tears for him anymore..
but i just couldnt help it...

downloaded the song..
kept repeating it on my computer..
as the song goes on...
thought of many heart-breaking sad stuff of mine..
really should let it all go now..

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didnt blog yesterday..
was lazy after coming back from airport..
sent my best friend back to india to continue her studies...
was so emo on the way to the airport..
feel like wanting for cry but i dont wanna let her worry so i held them in..
hoping that time wont go so fast..
that we will be apart again..

this sounds so lesbian..
but its really from the bottom of my heart..
we've been friends since primary 1..
was in the same class till primary 6...
and turned out in the same secondary school..
although we're not in the same class...
not spending much time together..
but we still see each other almost everyday..
its so weird not having her around..
as she stays near my house too..
always thinking of her whenever i go home..
cos i need to pass by her house to get back to mine..

i remember we had really the best time in primary school..
where we all were just naif kids that dont have any worries..
we could just play around like nobody's business..
but now she's not here..
she chose ti study at india..
which is a not very far place..
but i feel its really very far..
where i cant see her everyday...

i dont know why..
but i'd always take care of her..
not letting her to worry bout things that i could take care if for her..
just like a mom..
taking care of her child..
spoiling her..

as i looked at her going into the imigration counter..
i just feel like so empty..
a hole..
i just feel like crying..
but her parents were there..
i just dont dare to have a tear dropped..
the parents were chit chatting around..
i was just aside..
thinking of the fun times we had..

before she went in..
she was like 'woman, dont so emo lar..'
then i replied 'girl, woman is emo d lar..you still girl of cos wont emo..'
really was worried bout her..
but i know i cant worry too much..
cos she has to grow..
she's not a lil girl anymore..
and i cant protect her always..
she has to learn to stand up for her own..

had dinner with her parents at putrajaya..
was back home around 11++pm..
had my bath and just on the phone wid my kai gor..
told him bout her..
and my tears just dropped..
drop by drop..
every tear represents everytime i miss her..

she's been my buddy since the past, the present and future will also be..
i hope this friendship could last forever..
so i could tell my children or even grandchildren..
that she is my best friend..
now and forever..




her and me..friends forever..
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was alone at home today..
lonely~

nvm..
im having some targets today..

1. clean up part of my messy room

2. finish physics report

3. finish maths tutorial

4. try to do questions from calculus text book

good luck to me..=)

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