Hrm..
have been thinking much during my free time after celebrating kiwi's birthday..
after looking at two of their blogs..
i've been thinking back to the past..
had i ever hurt my friends directly or indirectly?

it keeps going on in my mind...
i admit..im selfish...
sometimes i do use my friends to achieve something..
but i dont really intend to hurt anyone..
seriously..

i remembered once that i used someone just to get free rides..
okay..not just only once..
hrm..
i've been really selfish for that part..
i feel so guilty now..
just feel like wanna make it up to them..
but i dont know how...

why life must be like this?
why humans need to depend on others?
why people like to use other people?
questions are popping out of my head..

mayb we all should take a break and think properly of what we really want in life..
is it good results?
is it earning more money?
is it to live a luxurious life?
or is it to have a peaceful life?

only you yourself can answer that..
as different people have different thoughts..

so just close your eyes and think..
what do you really want..